| Writer's Block: Little Women |
[Nov. 29th, 2008|12:16 pm] |
Jo March is definitley one of my favorite female protagonists. She's awesome. Amy is a spoiled, selfish, little brat. Amy should've died instead of Beth, but alas, I'm not Louisa May Alcott. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2008|03:59 am] |
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You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out. |
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| No Regrets |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|11:29 am] |
Silently awaiting
calls beneath the sea
I dream a dream
that only I can see
Cries of the deep
mask the sorrow of the weary
and all that is missing
has long been forgotten
Layer by Layer
Excavations reveal
a secret so devastating
the reality can't be real
you thought that you knew her
you thought things were fine
you thought and you thought
that you had plenty of time
but everyone's time clock
is ticking away
ever so slowly
til that one long sweet day
when everything feels like the movies
and surreality smacks you in the face
you feel yourself bleeding
its the only way you know
the pain is so real, as you watch it all flow
truth lies in sadness
fear lies in pain
and really
will they even remember your name
Layer by Layer
Excavations reveal
a secret so devastating
the reality can't be real
Silently awaiting
calls beneath the sea
I dream a dream
that only I can see
A look in the mirror
reflects only whats real
The shadow you see
has lost all its appeal
barely recognizable as you stumble ahead
looking for something to shut off your head
the thoughts keep on reeling
do it, they say
you've come this far - why not go all the way
Regrets run deeper than the veins you have severed
Your tear-covered face is cold and weathered
what are you afraid of
what could be worse
then living here with this curse
you close your eyes
and hold your breath
it won't be long now. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2008|12:20 am] |
Talking to the cops is FUN. You should try it sometime.
Filing Police Reports FTW! :\ |
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[Jun. 10th, 2008|10:21 pm] |
im fucking hot.
im also lazy as shit.
i have no interest in updating the way you all do. I used to do it a lot, on GJ - at one point, several years ago.
Maybe i just over-did it.
Not sure.
I have a little story about my aunt, the stupid slutty mother fucking cunt. Bitch has issues, seriously OHMAHGOD. so anyway i come home from my the movies with my demonic cousin and she comes out of her cave (aka her 'computer room' that smells like a Bar/Pub) and tells me that she 'IS GOING TO ASK ME NICELY NOT TO THROW GARBAGE OUT OF MY CAR and LEAVE IT ON THE GROUND'
and i was like 'uh...i didnt' and she was all 'i found a schedule' and i was like 'Okay and it probably fell out' and she said 'yeah, uh huh' and i was just thinking ...Um hi, obviously if its a schedule I need it you inbreed twat.
BTW The schedule that she found was a SCHOOL SCHEDULE. One would assume, as I am now enrolled school, that I would need the schedule and would not toss it ouf of my car, no? it's called common sense, but try telling that to the little cuntnugget.
So i told her she better learn how to ask fucking questions correctly because thats not how you do it and she didnt say anything except -cough- 'IF it fell then okay' like I need her approval of my story? IF it fell, my ass!
SO anyway, I decided to write out a little Guide on how to ask questions in a civilized society. I was fucking brutal, and I'm gonna type it out and send it to her. I'm also gonna post it on here, probably tomorrow. Like I said, it's brutal - my dumbass father said i should edit it a bit or she might cry/off herself/whatever.
When I remember to take it out of my car. Did I mention that its like 175 degrees? CAUTION: LAZYNESS ENSUES.
So anyway like I said, I'm going to college now, or whatever. Taking one class for the summer, Medieval History. Once fall comes I'll have a regular schedule.
I'm also looking for a new job. funfun. the bank was not the right place for me. I couldn't stand it.
yeah btw, i'm really angsty and bitter tonight with a nice mix of 'i hate everyone kindly throw yourself off the nearest bridge' tonight.
516 728 3699
incase anyone wants to stalk call me. |
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[May. 31st, 2008|10:32 pm] |
Does anyone know of any AUDIO BOOK communities that don't require you to be invited? or does anyone belong to one and can invite/vouch-for me?
I adore audio books, and I'm currently lacking in new ones. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2008|03:02 pm] |
Question: Loyal Aushole here. I'm wondering what's up with the CW's 90210 spin-off. Any news if they've ordered a pilot? — Dawn
Ausiello: They've ordered a script and only a script. Of course, they've commissioned Rob Thomas to pen it, so a pilot pickup is pretty much a foregone conclusion. The only question now is which members of the original cast will be making the leap to 90210: The Next Gen. "They're still figuring out what the link will be," says one insider, "but there will be a link." Not sure if this is worth reading into, but I hear the last name of one of the teen characters rhymes with Filver. Hmmm….
OH my fucking god. this could be quite the travesty. sigh. bastards. and how would david and donna have a teenaged kid when they got married in 2000, that would make their kid 8, 9 or 10 depending on when the show debuts! WTF >:o Oh wait...unless it's about Erin, how old would she be....92....16. BUT WHO CARES ABOUT ERIN TAYLOR SILVER? >:o |
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[Mar. 17th, 2008|09:49 am] |
The woman from HR called today and I got the job. I have to be at HR tomorrow at 930 [OMG early :\ my sleep schedule sucksss] and be fingerprinted and have my picture taken for an ID card and get the drug testing information [UGH hate drug tests they're a nuisance]
then I would start on the 24th, I would have to go to HR first and then to my branch at 11 or 1130. I HOPE they get that i'm taking the bus since I dont have a car yet and getting from HR (woodbury) to the branch (not-woodbury) is a little difficult since buses dont even go to woodbury (cab to train station then a bus to branch) so i wouldn't get their in like 5 minutes.
I have a week to figure out my transportation situation, guess that means I have to buy a car, rent one, or work with the buses...
I also don't know what to tell them about April 5th and 12th since there's absolutely no way I can work then. I have to take my GED test on those two days but if I tell them that I'm taking it that they might be like WTF we don't want you here. I didn't lie on the application or anything, even though a diploma or GED is required. It asked how much schooling I've had, where I went and if I receieved a degree. So how do I tell them I can not work those days without telling them why?
The test is from like 800-2:30 and my hours would be like 815-3:45 so yeah there's no way around it. They do make the schedule a month in advance so I wouldn't even be on there yet. They also said that if I work saturday's ill have a random day off [tuesday-friday] and sunday. if I don't then i'm off saturday and sunday. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2008|08:39 pm] |
I had my interview today with NYCB's HR. I guess I did well because I now have a meeting with the branch manager tomorrow which I THINK/HOPE means that assuming nothing goes HORRIBLY WRONG [-crosses fingers-] i'll be working at the bank sometime within the next week. :o I've been wanting a bank job for awhile...so actually getting something that I want is kind of weird. It just kind of seems to be falling in to place. I'm not saying this is my career choice or anything, but it's something I could see myself doing for awhile. I'm almost positive it will be worlds better than best buy. I'll be working uh....a mile and a 1/2 away from where Mike lives & works...not that that matters O.o or anything it's just a huge (and I'm hoping good) coincidence.
I haven't even told mike yet but I want to. He works at commerce (which is where I wanted to work originally) but hell, a bank job is a bank job I guess. He tells me all the time that the job really isn't difficult and he enjoys it enough to stay. I applied to NYCB on a whim (through a another website). They had a job fair posting up and i just clicked 'apply' even though it didn't say to...and well, yeah, the HR rep called me back and thats basically it...
I hope the Xanax doesn't show up on my drug test. I took 5 in like November and haven't taken it since. I did get them from my old doctor (still have the bottle with like 16 pills and his name on it) but I realized I didn't want to work through my shit using a crutch like that if I didn't have to.
I'll be working on a computer which um hi makes my life right now because it's not working on a register (-loathes-) and i'm probably getting WAY ahead of myself...
so my question is...if I'm meeting the branch manager does that mean I've basically got the job? that's what Dixy, Chris & my father think. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2008|03:29 pm] |
back from cheecahgo.
tired
didnt take a lot of pictures. too cold. too much snow. wind chill in the negs. had a nice time though. stayed with dixy (oh and her roomate ivy who i didnt care for at all >:o) |
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[Oct. 31st, 2007|01:48 pm] |
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I'm currently looking for a new job. My job has become...intollerable. I'm tired of losing myself when all I am to them is another mindless drone, simply there to make them even more wealthy. it's disgusting. |
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| Nothing left to save |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|11:56 pm] |
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I used to care for wild things, and dreamed the biggest dreams of then. But now, s'my days grow longer and time depletes, I lack the desire to thrive against the pull, as the fellow draws near. And still those who've come before prosper, and my kinsmen do the same. But the darkness that consumes the core has swallowed and devoured it whole. with just nothing left to save. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|04:42 am] |
Middle Man
You are 45% White
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Ok so you did pretty good on the test. Your score says you appreciate different cultures, but you cant hide your true self. Just like the pic, you roll with the cool crowd, but you still go home to your mommy and eat macaroni and cheese.
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 31% on whiteness |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|02:13 pm] |
You Passed 8th Grade Science
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Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct!
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and i'm terrible at science.
go figure. |
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